And So It Begins

This morning's ride back home was the quietest in 12 weeks. Today was the first day of day care for Madeline. I had been worried about this day for a very long time. Even long before she was born I was worried. It is just in my nature to worry. I think you would be surprised of the crazy things I worry about on a daily basis. But if you did know, you may have to commit me. Maybe it is better that is in my head.

The first day of day care for Abigail was almost as daunting but for different reasons. Since this was our first baby and we were handing over the child raising reigns during the day to someone else, we had every reason to worry. But since we had friends who had a son in the same school, we knew that she would be taken care of. The real difference this time is that Abby was 4 1/2 months old and was turning herself over by the time she went into day care. She could see pretty far in front of her and even reach for toys. Maddy is only 2 1/2 months old and I am putting her in day care. She is not turning over yet and can only see a little in front of her. But I still know that she will be well taken care of. Two of the same people who cared for Abby when she was in the infant room are still there. They know me and I know them so I feel good about that.

This morning I loaded up the car. Abigail, her clean nap time bedding, Madeline and a huge bag containing diapers, wipes, milk and clothing. I had labeled everything the night before and portioned off the bottles. I think I got a workout walking in this morning bringing all of that stuff in. After I dropped Abby off in her room like normal, I headed on to the infant room to drop off my little baby. I was very worried about what I would do if she fussed while I dropped her off. What if she was gassy? What if she decided she was hungry again? What if she just cried and cried? But thankfully I dropped her off in the arms of Ms. Miosie and Madeline had a big smile for her. I put away all of her stuff and Ms. Miosie took down all of her schedule and specifics regarding sleeping and eating. Maddy was put in a swing with some colorful toys and was very happy as I kissed her goodbye.

I know that I will call at least two times today and I may even pick her up early for her first day. I don't know. Josh thinks I am crazy because he will be there about two hours later anyways to pick up Abby. But he is not a worrier like I am. We will see.

Next week...back to work...